Pouring Out After Shift [It's All About You, Baby]

We went to a former workmate's flat yesterday. I was with Paolo and my other workmates. The most lovely thing about it was going out with the one I truly love the most - Paolo. 

I am confident that he will always protect me from anything that will happen. Words cant describe how happy I am; how boring life is if he's not around; how my heart is sliced in two if he'd leave and wander; how I'd be a loner again and suffer. But even though I know he cant resist being away from me, I can not ignore the possiblity otherwise. I wont allow it however.

Being with Paolo is like you are poured with a bucket of warm water of love :D he's sweet, caring and most of all, he filled me love I cant find from everyone. 

It was Saturday when I realized the essence of his love; when emptiness showered me and all I have to face is his absence. Now, I dont have to be so hard on my self - why do I have to doubt him when all he's done is to pour me love I never expected until then. 

What's important is not just to have someone in life, but the happiness that someone is gonna share with you.

Love is just mysterious, but it's predictible - it's subjective; depends on how one handles it. Okay. 

I JUST LOVE YOU

RAWR