An Entry About You

I said I'd call back, but I hadn't. I failed.

But then, I can not afford to fail you twice today. I promised you two things: to write an entry about you, and say lots of I love yous. And I wont fail you this time...

Brace yourself - but I dont really know what to write about except:

It's not quite a shocker for me to fall in love with you a lot. I know, I know you doubt me about this matter, but this is what my heart feels. I love everything about you. The way you take care of me is hilarious - no words can describe how it makes me crazy.

Without you, this life would be a plain rough life - nobody to talk to, quarrel about, and play with. I dont mean I am playing your love... but what I mean is you are, as I quote you saying, an 'all-in-one package' - you're a brother, a bestfriend, a playmate, a confider, and hopefully a lifetime partner. I could never find another you in my life... Say, maybe I could, but not you...which is rubbish...thinking about it just made me cry and break my heart...

I am neither being poetic here, nor applying the flowery words I learn as a stumbling writer... I am being honest to myself, and to you Pao.

I know I've been a pain in the ass but you know how much love I have for you to forget the pain and move forward (which I do hope so). We've conquered lots of problems, we've proven much both to ourselves what we can do for each other. I know I haven't proven myself much in that matter, but you just have to think about one thing in black and white: I love you very much. If you are not satisfied with that, I guess I can not do anything about that...

Forgive me & believe me as I say:

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

I LOVE YOU PAO

P.S. Dont break my heart... or i'll break yours. kidding